.one more time.

Thursday, August 5, 2010

5:00 PM

how can someone live with no sense of guilt at all?

Monday, August 2, 2010

4:48 PM

I guess nobody ever goes to this site no more. So I guess whatever I write is just going to be read by me, or maybe, just some passerby.

Things are not going well for me right now. All that's happening to me now is slowly bringing back memories of the past. And those I really don't wish to remember. In the lab now, and I really can't concentrate on doing my work. My mind is a blank and I can't seem to think straight.

This is just another phase in my life, and I probably have to deal with it. You know how you just wish somebody would just shoot you in the head and that everything will end after that? That's exactly how I'm feeling right now.

I might be smiling but...

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

8:28 PM

The last post was in August 2009?! 5 months! 5 MONTHS!

Ok. Since I have the time, I shall post about the things that happened between August 09 and now. The things that I could remember at least.

Well, I entered year 2.2. I passed my TP (which took me 5 tries). I bought a bike. I had an accident in which I broke my arm. I'm 19 now. What else is there to say? Hmmmm...

I really wonder if anybody would read this post, since I haven't been updating. Oh well. I'll write again next time, hopefully. And yea, my blog looks RIDICULOUS. HAHAHAHAHA!

Friday, August 28, 2009

4:39 AM

Just reached home about 15 mins ago. Played soccer from about 12am. I gotta say, it's been a while mannnnn.

Went to Ahmad Di Stokes house in the afternoon just to melepak. Went there with Fauzul De and Faisal. We were there from 3 to 6+. The three of us got home late to break-fast but Fauzul got take some biscuit at Ahmad Di's house so we ate that while waiting for Fauzul's bus. Got home, eat, shower, then go terawih. Ahmad Di came to Tampines to terawih with us, Irsyad, Faisal and me.

After terawih, go to MacD and met up with crazy Haslina coz the girl wanted to eat. So we melepak at MacD from 9+ to 11+ before I went home to get the things to play soccer. Got the stuff and we, Fauzul, Faisal, Dzul and me, walked all the way to behind the Masjid Ghufran there. Play, play, play until 3+ like that. Got rain all. Aiyaaaaaa. All wet. Then walked back home. Now, I'm feeling really tired. And my backs giving me problems too. Like old man already ah eh.

Ok, I'm going to go sahur now. It seems to me that my English is messed up now. Ohhhhh well. Gdnite people.

Thursday, August 20, 2009

11:56 PM

Disappointed, definitely. I really feel like I've disappointed my dad. It's been MONTHS. I've been giving 3 chances and I screwed up every single time. Oh well... Like my dad says, you have to be positive. I will still get my license eventually right? Right! Now I just have to wait for 8th October. Wait, wait and wait.

I'm back after MONTHS of not blogging. I was thinking of blogging ONLY after I pass my TP but I guess it's gonna take a while so to hell with that idea. =)

It's the exam period now. I'll be having 2 papers tomorrow, Maths and MCT. Killer combo I say. I've not study much actually so I'm hoping the papers won't be so tough. Once the exams are over, hopefully I'll get a job. A temporary one, just for the holidays. I'm gonna pay back my dad the money I owe him for my bike practicals. And I guess I'll have to start working part time or something during the 2nd semester to earn a lil bit more money.

I still can't believe I failed my TP mannnnn. Cannot get it out of my head. WHY COULDN'T NICE THINGS HAPPEN FOR A CHANGE?? AAAARRRRGGGHHHHH!!! AIYA! NVM AH! NOW STUDY, STUDY, STUDY!!!

WOOOKAY!! Take care people.

Friday, April 24, 2009

11:55 PM

TP on 28th May. May I pass with very little points.

Passed practical 8 with 12 points just now. 1st time. Out of all the practicals, this is the only practical I passed the first time round. I still have another practical 8 tomorrow. I'll be taking it as a revision.

After the practical, went to Rasyidi's house first before going for the Friday prayers at Masjid Mydin. Izza and Izham came to Rasyidi's house afterwards before heading to Bugis at around 5+. Met Fauzul and Asri outside Bugis Junction and off we went to go shisha.

We talked crap, joked around, played games. Basically, we were having fun. Rasyidi and Izham had to do a forfeit after losing at a game we played. Yea.

Now I just got home and I'm gonna take a shower. So cya!

Saturday, April 18, 2009

11:50 PM

Hey hey hey. Didn't get a chance to update yesterday as I was feeling really tired. Yea.

Already passed my practical 7. I guess the instructor was lenient with me.

After my practical 7, as I had a lot of time, I booked for circuit revision. I was feeling sleepy then and when I gave the instructor the receipt, I forgot to give him my booklet. And when he asked me for my booklet, I don't know why but I started to tell him why I booked for the circuit revision instead of giving him my booklet. Haha.

Went to the mosque with Faisal after that and after the prayers, met Zamir and Amirah. Zamir, Amirah, Faisal and me went to Tampines Mall's Kopitiam to eat. Went home straight after that as I was still feeling sleepy.

When I was sleeping, Danial called and asked me to meet him and Syafiq. As I was tired, I told him I will meet them at night. But I never really met them as I woke up late, really late. Sorry guys.

Today, went to my grandparents'/aunt's place. My dad bought a cake for my mom before we went there. Yea. Today's my mom's birthday. Happy Birthday!!!

1 day left. Time really flies when you're enjoying it. Or not. I booked for practical 8 on Friday. Not schooling what. Haha. There wasn't a slot for the road revision. Well, there are slots, but I can't make it to any of them. So I just booked practical 8 straight. The prices for the road revision and practical 8 are the same. So why not try my luck right?