The Life and Times of Salihin

2010-08-05T17:00:00.000-07:00

how can someone live with no sense of guilt at all?

2010-08-02T16:48:00.000-07:00

I guess nobody ever goes to this site no more. So I guess whatever I write is just going to be read by me, or maybe, just some passerby.

Things are not going well for me right now. All that's happening to me now is slowly bringing back memories of the past. And those I really don't wish to remember. In the lab now, and I really can't concentrate on doing my work. My mind is a blank and I can't seem to think straight.

This is just another phase in my life, and I probably have to deal with it. You know how you just wish somebody would just shoot you in the head and that everything will end after that? That's exactly how I'm feeling right now.

I might be smiling but...

2010-01-19T20:28:00.000-08:00

The last post was in August 2009?! 5 months! 5 MONTHS!

Ok. Since I have the time, I shall post about the things that happened between August 09 and now. The things that I could remember at least.

Well, I entered year 2.2. I passed my TP (which took me 5 tries). I bought a bike. I had an accident in which I broke my arm. I'm 19 now. What else is there to say? Hmmmm...

I really wonder if anybody would read this post, since I haven't been updating. Oh well. I'll write again next time, hopefully. And yea, my blog looks RIDICULOUS. HAHAHAHAHA!

2009-08-28T04:39:00.000-07:00

Just reached home about 15 mins ago. Played soccer from about 12am. I gotta say, it's been a while mannnnn.

Went to Ahmad Di Stokes house in the afternoon just to melepak. Went there with Fauzul De and Faisal. We were there from 3 to 6+. The three of us got home late to break-fast but Fauzul got take some biscuit at Ahmad Di's house so we ate that while waiting for Fauzul's bus. Got home, eat, shower, then go terawih. Ahmad Di came to Tampines to terawih with us, Irsyad, Faisal and me.

After terawih, go to MacD and met up with crazy Haslina coz the girl wanted to eat. So we melepak at MacD from 9+ to 11+ before I went home to get the things to play soccer. Got the stuff and we, Fauzul, Faisal, Dzul and me, walked all the way to behind the Masjid Ghufran there. Play, play, play until 3+ like that. Got rain all. Aiyaaaaaa. All wet. Then walked back home. Now, I'm feeling really tired. And my backs giving me problems too. Like old man already ah eh.

Ok, I'm going to go sahur now. It seems to me that my English is messed up now. Ohhhhh well. Gdnite people.

2009-08-20T23:56:00.000-07:00

Disappointed, definitely. I really feel like I've disappointed my dad. It's been MONTHS. I've been giving 3 chances and I screwed up every single time. Oh well... Like my dad says, you have to be positive. I will still get my license eventually right? Right! Now I just have to wait for 8th October. Wait, wait and wait.

I'm back after MONTHS of not blogging. I was thinking of blogging ONLY after I pass my TP but I guess it's gonna take a while so to hell with that idea. =)

It's the exam period now. I'll be having 2 papers tomorrow, Maths and MCT. Killer combo I say. I've not study much actually so I'm hoping the papers won't be so tough. Once the exams are over, hopefully I'll get a job. A temporary one, just for the holidays. I'm gonna pay back my dad the money I owe him for my bike practicals. And I guess I'll have to start working part time or something during the 2nd semester to earn a lil bit more money.

I still can't believe I failed my TP mannnnn. Cannot get it out of my head. WHY COULDN'T NICE THINGS HAPPEN FOR A CHANGE?? AAAARRRRGGGHHHHH!!! AIYA! NVM AH! NOW STUDY, STUDY, STUDY!!!

WOOOKAY!! Take care people.

2009-04-24T23:55:00.000-07:00

TP on 28th May. May I pass with very little points.

Passed practical 8 with 12 points just now. 1st time. Out of all the practicals, this is the only practical I passed the first time round. I still have another practical 8 tomorrow. I'll be taking it as a revision.

After the practical, went to Rasyidi's house first before going for the Friday prayers at Masjid Mydin. Izza and Izham came to Rasyidi's house afterwards before heading to Bugis at around 5+. Met Fauzul and Asri outside Bugis Junction and off we went to go shisha.

We talked crap, joked around, played games. Basically, we were having fun. Rasyidi and Izham had to do a forfeit after losing at a game we played. Yea.

Now I just got home and I'm gonna take a shower. So cya!

2009-04-18T23:50:00.000-07:00

Hey hey hey. Didn't get a chance to update yesterday as I was feeling really tired. Yea.

Already passed my practical 7. I guess the instructor was lenient with me.

After my practical 7, as I had a lot of time, I booked for circuit revision. I was feeling sleepy then and when I gave the instructor the receipt, I forgot to give him my booklet. And when he asked me for my booklet, I don't know why but I started to tell him why I booked for the circuit revision instead of giving him my booklet. Haha.

Went to the mosque with Faisal after that and after the prayers, met Zamir and Amirah. Zamir, Amirah, Faisal and me went to Tampines Mall's Kopitiam to eat. Went home straight after that as I was still feeling sleepy.

When I was sleeping, Danial called and asked me to meet him and Syafiq. As I was tired, I told him I will meet them at night. But I never really met them as I woke up late, really late. Sorry guys.

Today, went to my grandparents'/aunt's place. My dad bought a cake for my mom before we went there. Yea. Today's my mom's birthday. Happy Birthday!!!

1 day left. Time really flies when you're enjoying it. Or not. I booked for practical 8 on Friday. Not schooling what. Haha. There wasn't a slot for the road revision. Well, there are slots, but I can't make it to any of them. So I just booked practical 8 straight. The prices for the road revision and practical 8 are the same. So why not try my luck right?

2009-04-16T20:39:00.000-07:00

New timetable's out.

9 to 6 on Monday. 12 to 5 on Tuesday. 9 to 6 on Wednesday. 8 to 6 on Thursday. And NO SCHOOL on Friday. Ok la. And I got French as my CDS. WTH. I think I'm gonna try changing my CDS.

I have to wait for 3 hours on Wednesday for the CDS. Same like last semester. I'm definitely gonna try and change it.

No more ETCM but Media Comm Tech now.

And Happy Birthday to Dalillah today. Not forgetting Fitriah, whose birthday was 2 days ago.

2009-04-13T22:38:00.000-07:00

How stupid of me. I shouldn't have cancelled the booking I made for tomorrow. Now I have to wait till Friday for practical 7 again. Haiya.

Practical 7 just now was ok. I didn't get the stamp for the U-turn though. So I would have to go again. Hopefully I'll pass the 2nd time around. I feel like I have the tendency to speed now. Haha.

Freaking school starts next week. Not really looking forward to it. Haizzz.

2009-04-06T23:36:00.000-07:00

Lucky lucky...

I was damn lucky to have passed my practical 6 on my 2nd try. But the instructor said my speed was too slow. Ok la. Must improve a little bit.

I just booked practical 7 for next Monday. If I could pass practical 7 in this 1 try, it means that I would be left with only 1 practical when school reopens. That would be so cool. Yea. Cool.

Kk. Now I'm free for the entire week. Anybody got any plans?? =)

2009-03-31T15:07:00.000-07:00

Wah... I finally passed my practical 5. Sui sui got 10 points. And it took me 5 times to get it right. 5 times!

But nevermind la. Now pass already. Got my PDL just now. So now can go out on road.

Practical 6 is on Monday. Must wait for 6 days. Time-wasting. But I think I'm gonna go for revision la. Improve myself.

OK. Let's make it in one try.

2009-03-28T23:45:00.000-07:00

26 points. Enough said.

2009-03-25T11:41:00.000-07:00

Feeling very nervous bout later. Let's hope for the best.

2009-03-24T12:17:00.000-07:00

Didn't pass practical 5 yesterday. Got 22 points and one immediate failure. 22 points!!!

Must really do better tomorrow. Pass then sui already. If not, waste time and effort.

~Wishing for a beautiful day tomorrow~

2009-03-21T22:30:00.000-07:00

Mission accomplished.

Had my RTT just now and I passed. It was such a relieve to see the word "PASSED" on the screen. Luckily I passed. If not, must wait for 1 month before I can retake the test. After that, went to the Silat Federation place at Bedok there to pick up some nasi briyani before going behind Safra there to fix the car's lights and change the tyres.

While waiting for the tyres to be changed, my father and I walked around the place and looked at some bikes. All the bikes I asked about cost about $3k-$4k. Damn expensive. But I still have about 2-3 months before I pass la so there's no point in thinking about buying a bike now.

Goal for next week: Pass practical 5.

Slowly la ok. Bye.

2009-03-19T22:37:00.000-07:00

Bike 13 wasn't available today. So I got the next best thing, bike 14. Haha. The feel of the bike is quite similar so it was ok la. I still have problems with the Figure 8 and crank course. My timing is rather slow.

I'm gonna have another circuit revision tomorrow after my e-trial test. I'm gonna really really try to ace those 2 courses and I would be ready for practical 5 on Monday. AH! I also need to practice the plank. I hope I'll be able to pass practical 5 in just one try. 10 points. Some of you may think, how hard can it be? Well, you will know if you took the test.

So my goal now is to pass the RTT and practical 5. I need to catch up with Hidayah. She passed her practical 5 just now. And it took her 2 times. So I'm having doubts if I can pass in just one try. Well, we'll just have to wait and see then.

2009-03-18T21:02:00.000-07:00

Bike 13, please be available tomorrow.

2009-03-18T16:22:00.000-07:00

YEA!!! All I needed was a 2nd chance. And I made it. I passed my practical 4. And IT DIDN'T RAIN TODAY!!!

I already booked the circuit revision for tomorrow and Friday. So that means I would be going to the CDC everyday except Sunday for this week. That is if I don't book anything on Sunday. I might book for practical 5 on Sunday.

So I passed 2 practicals this week, practical 3 and practical 4. Quite a good achievement for me. My practical tomorrow is at 12.45 pm, same as Faisal. So it'll be the first time I see him riding a bike.

My goal for this week is to pass my practical 4 and RTT. I passed my practical 4 so all that's left is for me to pass the RTT and I would have achieved my goal. Let's hope that happens.

Good luck to me! Let's go!

2009-03-17T20:28:00.000-07:00

I didn't manage to pass today's practical. Only got one of the two stamps.

I passed the E-Brake part only. I'm still stuck on the plank. Damn plank. And it rained again just now.

I thought it wouldn't rain in the morning. And the rain stopped right after my practical. What luck.

But nevermind. I still have a 2nd chance tomorrow afternoon. I CAN and WILL try to pass my practical 4 tomorrow.

The 2nd chance. Let's make it happen. =)

2009-03-16T22:05:00.000-07:00

I think I'm the worst rider in the whole wide world. It took me 4 tries to get it done. That was just practical 3. Still have 5 more to go. It has been raining these past few days. Was in the rain for the last 2 practicals.

Going to have my practical 4 tomorrow morning and Wednesday afternoon. I know I'm not gonna pass the 1st time so I booked 2 times to save time. Clever eh? Actually not ah. I have high expectations this week. I'm gonna try to pass this practical 4 and my RTT this week. RTT is a MUST to pass. If not, I would have to wait for about a month for the next test. I wouldn't want that.

Okok. Let me tell you what happened to me today. I'm supposed to take 2 buses to get to the CDC. The first bus is either 8, 21 or 59. So I took 8 today. I dropped off somewhere after Bedok Reservoir. After going down the slope at the Eunos Mansion there. After that, I'm supposed to take any bus at the bus stop except 65, 22, 8 and some other buses la. I forgot.

While the bus was going down the slope, I saw the bus no. 25 at the traffic light. I could take that bus to the CDC. So I got off at the bus stop and I was pretty sure that no. 25 was just behind. While getting off the bus, I wiped my specs because it was getting blurry. I saw that the second digit of the bus behind was 5 so I thought it was bus no. 25. What I didn't know was that it was actually 65.

After I took the bus, the bus took a left turn. All the previous buses I took went straight. At that point, I thought the bus no. 25 took a different route. So I stayed on the bus for about 2-3 stops. The place the bus was going was really really unfamiliar. So I got off and saw that it was 65. I was like cursing myself.

So I walked around, hoping to find the CDC. Then this one old guy asked me where Ubi Avenue 1 was. How was I supposed to know? I was lost myself. I kept walking straight. Finally, I saw the CDC from afar. Lucky me. Well, it wasn't much la but that was what happened to me. The result from my blurness.

Let's hope that I can pass my practical 4 by this Wednesday and my RTT on Saturday. Wish me luck! =)

2009-03-04T23:04:00.000-08:00

Wow. Its been a month++ since I last "touched" this blog. Nothing much to write about, so why bother updating rite? I've also been busy lately. Exams and all.

Had my practical 2 today. Luckily pass. If not, waste money (again). Had the lesson from 12.45 to 2.25. It was hot la. Then have to wait under the hot sun to do the turning summore. So like "suffer" a lil bit la. But I passed, so it was worth it la. After the practical, went to meet the class at Seoul Garden. Ate there and celebrated Astuty's birthday. Turning 19. Old oready. Haha. Happy Birthday to Nadia too.

I'm gonna have my practical 3 on Monday. I hope it will take me just 2 tries to pass. Don't waste time. Don't waste money. Targeting myself to get my license in 5 months time. Fingers crossed.

2009-01-18T13:11:00.000-08:00

I had wanted to blog yesterday but I was too tired. I fell asleep while watching the Man Utd vs. Bolton game. Luckily I woke up just in time to see the goal. Yea. I believe Man Utd can still be the champions this season.

I enrolled for my motorbike license yesterday morning. I have to go for orientation or something next Saturday and will have my RTT in February. Let's see how fast I can get my license.

Went for soccer after enrolling. I feel like I should give up on soccer and concentrate on something else. I dunnoe la. Went to Kelvin's house after soccer just to lepak. Johan came too. Went to KFC with Kelvin around 6+ while Johan went home.

I went home just to go out again with my family. Went to Parkway Parade to eat with my family and then went to the arcade. After that, went home to watch soccer. That's all that happened yesterday.

I might be watching my bro play soccer at Clementi today. But I dunnoe la. Feel like going back to sleep and resting for the whole day.

I realised that I used the word 'went' a lot of times in this post. Ok. Bye.

2009-01-16T23:44:00.000-08:00

Since I've got nothing better to do, I guess I'll post something for today.

School's been stressful because of CompProg. Finally done with the flowchart yesterday and I could take a break from CompProg for a while. Had Maths quiz, CompProg quiz and assignment in school just nw. I think I did better for CompProg this term. I guess it must have been all those nights doing the CompProg project.

I might be enrolling for my motorbike license tmr morning before going for soccer. After soccer, I'll be going home to sleep or maybe go out with my family. Lack of sleep this week. Every night do CompProg.

Cannot wait for CNY holiday. Can sleep, can go out. Most importantly, no need go to school and stress myself. Yea yea. Looking forward to it.

Nothing more to write so I'll end here, Efren-style. Thank you for coming (to my blog). Hasta La Vista. =P

2008-12-23T00:11:00.000-08:00

In soccer, you must know how to pass to your teammates. Stupid kid. Start passing the ball! You think you can dribble on your own? Fuck yourself. Then what are the other 9 outfield players for? To just stand there and watch you dribble? Stupid shithead. You're no good at all. The whole team doesn't like you. Go play with your MJC friends.

2008-12-19T04:33:00.000-08:00

"Life for me is never gonna change. It will always be the same. Happiness, sadness, it's all gonna stay there. Go on. Change your life. But life for this guy will never change. I will be here, now and forever the same."

With what I have written above, I just want to let everybody know that I will not change as a person. The goods, the bads. It will always be the same. The only way I could change is if people would tell me what they like and don't like about me. Hopefully with what they tell me, I would change and become a better person. Also an even better friend to them.

Ok. It's really late. I gotta go. Cya.

2008-12-15T23:30:00.000-08:00

Ok. I'm back from my trip to KL. It was ok la i guess.

I took a bus to KL. The journey took about 7 hours. I left Singapore at 8 and reached there at 3. So I missed my Friday prayers la on the 1st day to KL. On the 1st day, we did nothing much. Just walked around the Sunway mall. (I don't really know the exact name of the mall. Mayb it was Sunway Pyramid Mall. I dunnoe la.) Bought nothing on the 1st day. You can say that the 1st day was quite boring.

On the 2nd day, walked around the mall again and went to the Sunway Lagoon theme park. I only got on 2 rides then my head started to get dizzy and I had the feeling of wanting to vomit. My brothers and cousins went swimming but I didn't coz I was still feeling dizzy. Then it started to rain heavily. Sit below the shelter also no use. Ended up getting wet also. After going back to the hotel and washing up, we went to the mall. I bought a ball and tights. Planned to highlight my hair that day but it was already late. So we went bowling.

Went to Masjid India, Times Square and Petaling Street on the 3rd day. There were a lot of things la but I bought nothing. Just go play arcade. At Petaling Street, I saw Nurul'Ain. Of all places, I really didn't expect to see her there. I was disappointed with Petaling Street when I got there because I find it boring and quite similar to Bugis Street. At first, I thought there was not a lot of shops(stalls) la. I was wrong. Because of the rain, a lot of shops were closed. Then the shops started to open for business when we were all going back to the hotel. The place suddenly become like market like that. Reached the hotel, washed up, rested for a while and off to the mall again. You can say that we went to the mall everyday. I went to the mall to get my hair highlighted. My parents insisted me on having a haircut so I did. The total cost of the haircut, the highlighting and treatment was RM 118. I really didn't expect it to go over RM 100.

On the 4th and final day, we went ice skating after having breakfast. I sucked. I fell a couple of times and I couldn't even skate. Wasted money. Paisey summore coz got a lot of people see. We checked out of the hotel at 1 and went back to the mall again to just kill time. I bought 2 shirts and my brother bought a belt. Took the bus back home at around 3.30 and reached Singapore at around 9.30. Took the taxi back home with my brothers after that.

I can say that my trip to KL has been quite a wonderful experience for me. But I really hate the long bus rides. Ok. Gotta go wash up. Update again later. Cya.

2008-12-10T20:27:00.000-08:00

ONE LAST PAPER! YES! 2 DOWN, 1 MORE TO GO!

Ok. Took my 2nd term test paper today. Yesterday was Maths and today, DFUND. Can pass, can fail. Just hope for the best la.

I really really need to study for EDEV. If not, conferm fail. And I don't want to fail. Therefore, I must study. Tomorrow, 4.30, conferm syiok. Haha.

I'll be leaving for KL on Friday and will be back on Monday. I tink. Yes.

Hoping to play soccer more this holiday. I can join 4 teams to play soccer. Ok. Make that 3. So ok la. Got a lot of chance to play soccer.

Okok. Need to go study. Haiya. Nvm. Tomorrow hooray- hooray.

And yes. My blog is colourful. And I like it. Haha. Ok. Cya.

2008-11-26T20:43:00.000-08:00

F*cked up my EDEV lab test today. I'm 100% positive that the oscilloscope is broken. I cannot accept the fact that I will fail the test. F*cking teacher. Only help girls. But I also didn't study for the lab test so... it was partly my fault that I'm gonna fail.

The term test is in 2 weeks time. I'm gonna freaking fail all of them if I don't start studying now. Will be having DFUND quiz and lab test tomorrow. Gonna study in about 30 mins. Hope that it'll be better than today's test.

I am seriously freaking looking forward to the holidays. I need a break. WE, poly students, need a break.

I've been having a lot of thoughts lately. Most of it is about school. School, school, school...
-__-"

Should I tell her or not?? Well, maybe it's too early.

Ok. Bye.

2008-11-20T23:50:00.000-08:00

Aiya... What luck... Broke my hp today... But it's still working la...

School has been stressful nowadays... A lot of assignments, projects, quizzes... But, it's just the 1st year anyway...

Studying for my Maths quiz now... With the help of Jonathan, I tink I will be able to pass la. *cross my fingers*

Maths quiz, CompProg, Friday prayers, PCB Design assignment, SOCCER... That's the plan for tomorrow...

Aiya... Bored seh... I just wanna sit back and relax, but cannot... Alaaaa...

Ahhhh... And I got into Media & Comm Technology. Well, at least that's something good that happens in this bad times.

Eh, why the hell my English like change like that??? My English is like getting poorer and poorer...

Hmmmm... Ok la... Gotta continue studying... Will update more next time... Cya... =)

2008-11-09T23:19:00.000-08:00

Today's plan was to go and support Azri for his freestyle competition. Got to know that UK's freestyler, Abbas Farid, was gonna be there. Before meeting Rasyidi, I went to Bugis Street with my family to get a new bag coz my current bag was kinda getting old and 'rabak' already. After that, went to pick up Ahmad Di at Kallang Mrt.

We reached 'The Cage' around 4+. Azri was playing in the 5 V 5 competition at that time. Fast forward to around an hour and a half, the finals of the freestyle competition was about to start. Before that, Abbas Farid did some of his freestyle moves. Cool or what. We actually got to see a freestyler who's quite well-known perform.

After that, it was the finals. Azri ended up getting 1st place for that competition. And did I tell you that Indra Sahdan was one of the judges? Well, he was. But didn't get to take pic with him ah. Fast game ah he go home. After the whole thing ended (which included all the prize presentations), we took some pictures with Abbas Farid.

Waited for Azri and Suffian to wash up and then we took the MRT back to Tampines. Ahmad Di went off to go meet his family while the three of us went to go eat at TM's MacD. After that, took 38 home from the interchange.

I really wanna start to learn how to freestyle ah. Just hope that I have the patience to learn. Robinho just scored for Man City. Cool.

Ok. Gtg. Gotta learn freaking Electronic Devices(EDEV) for Tuesday's quiz. Aaaaarrrrrrrggggggghhhhhhhh!!! Ok. Bye.

Pictures that were taken today:

2008-11-05T23:30:00.000-08:00

Jiaqi asked me to do a quiz as she tagged me. I don't actually have to do the quiz. I can just ignore it you noe. Hahaha. I'll ignore it this once because very long leh. Until 40 questions. Sorrie. No time leh. Haha. I'll do it next time ok? Promise.

Ok. Yesterday was Anson's birthday. Today was Guohao's and Alistar's. Happy Birthday guys. We celebrated Anson's and Guohao's Birthday yesterday. Went to go eat together during break time and we bought them a cake. That's about it.

Today, we celebrated Ali's Birthday at Pasir Ris Park. It was a surprised celebration. His classmates and old friends were there. I felt like an extra. Haha. Ok. There was cake, pizza and chicken. Ali got sabo-ed after taking some pictures. Haha. Me and Rasyidi went home around 9+ because tomorrow still got freaking school which is like 9 hours! Aaarrrggghhh!!!

Ok la. Enough oready. Feeling very bored. I'm gonna chat for a lil while more and then go to bed. Cya. =)

2008-11-02T22:39:00.000-08:00

Today, my team got a soccer match against some people from ITE Tampines. We won the match 5-3. The other team played really well. Sadly, I didn't score because i played like shit. Serious.

Some people came late so we started the match a lil bit late. Then it started to rain heavily and there was thunder and lightning. So we stopped playing for a while to wait for the rain to go. Wait for the rain to go? Aaaahhhhh...

Because of the rain, all my things got wet. EVERYTHING. After the match, we went to eat at Ramen Ten and after that, we all go home. I'm using the com now just to check my Friendster and update this blog.

Ok. Gtg now. Gotta wash my stinky boots. =)

2008-10-22T23:02:00.000-07:00

It's been a while since my last post. 18 days to be exact. 2nd semester has started. Timetable kinda sucks. What to do.

Ok. So I had school for 3 hours today. After school, went to Exhibition Hall 1 with the guys to help Izza change her CDS. After that, went to the canteen because Rasyidi and Irsyad wanted to eat. Met Jonathan there so he joined us as he was alone.

Left school around 2pm. I planned to go to Sim Lim Square today to buy my game and I asked Rasyidi to follow me. But then today, they all planned to go to the gym. So I went alone la. Took 23 from TP bus stop and reached there around 30 mins later.

Ok. Went in Sim Lim Square, checked out the stores that are selling the game. Cost about $100+. But one guy told me he was selling it at $95. But then I decided to go to the store (SC Games) where I had bought my PS console. Somewhere near Sim Lim la, about 150m away I guess. Eh, very tired la want to type the whole story. Cut the story short, I bought the game for $ 99.70. But I walk back and forth from Sim Lim to SC Games 2 times, which wasted about 40 mins of my time.

After that, walked to Bugis because I wanted to take bus no. 12 home. While I was waiting for the bus outside Bugis Street, I saw Fazel across the street. Called him and asked him what he was doing there. Well, he was with his frens. Soon after, the bus came. Guess who was already inside the bus. Aslam. The long-time-no-see fren of mine. He was with somebody. I dunnoe who exactly la.

He was tired so he slept for a while and about halfway thru the journey, we started to have a chat la. Talk about normal things like how's he doing and such. Speed up 40 mins later and I reached my bus stop. That's all that happened today. Not that fun la but at least something rite?

Eh, I gotta start saving money again ah. I've been spending a lot of money on things that are not really important lately. Com'on la Salihin. When are you gonna learn?? Haiz.

Gonna have 9 hours of school tomorrow ah. Really not looking forward to it. But like I said, what to do. Ok la. I think I'll stop now before I start boring you readers to death. To Syafiq Firdaus, Happy Birthday dok. 1 more hour till you're 17. Welcome to the club. Haha. To Fitriah, I've updated already. Happy now? Haha. Ok Bye.

2008-10-04T03:46:00.000-07:00

It's 3 am in the morning. I was tired just now, but dunnoe how, suddenly not tired.

Ok la. Since got nothing to do, I update my blog la. It's been quite some time since i updated. If never update, for what have blog rite?

Eh, my hair quite long already now. Go jalan raya, almost everybody talks about my hair. Ok la, not almost everybody la. Some people only. Poly already what. Can keep long2. Yes.

Not gonna talk bout raya la. Same old same old. Go this house, that house. Salam2. Sit down. Talk2. Salam2. Selamat Hari Raya. Get money. Finish.

I think I've changed as a person. I guess it's because of how people treat me nowadays la. I even feel awkward towards some of my friends la to be honest. I feel like I'm not wanted there when I'm with them. Ok.

I feel as if everybody's drifting apart from me. Dunnoe why. But yea. Maybe it was something I did??? Maybe. Yes.

Well, I apologise to those who I did wrong. I hope nobody bears any grudge against me. If they do, there's nothing I can do. Sorry.

Time for me to go to sleep. Dun wanna wake up late in the morning. See ya.

2008-09-15T01:17:00.000-07:00

I'm gonna think this over and try to let it go.

See what happens in the next couple of days.

Will I be able to just let it go?

We'll see.

And thanks to Amirah, Fauzul and Astuty. =)

2008-09-12T23:11:00.000-07:00

Woke up late today. Missed my Friday prayers.

Yesterday, my com got infected by a virus. Crazy sh*t. I tried to use the system restore but cannot. Then I just reboot my com. Luckily all my stuff not gone. If not.... sure die! But some of the things in my com cannot work la. So I started deleting some of them. Reinstalled Windows Live Messenger.

All my Microsoft things cannot use. Microsoft Word, Powerpoint all. So I delete la. Then I asked one of my 'frens' for the Microsoft Office thing. So he said he would pass me the thing today through his thumbdrive. Because I missed my Friday prayers, I didn't get to meet any of my 'frens'. So I waited for my 'fren' to come to my house so I can install the Microsoft thing. I texted him and he said he would mayb come by at night. Yea.

I didn't do much today though. Just played my PSP. Ate some noodles for buka. I wanted to terawih outside today so I asked one of my 'frens' along. Texted him, and he said he was outside with his family. So I decided to just terawih at home.

Did I mention that today was my brother's birthday. Well, it is. His frens had planned to surprise him. So I helped them a lil by letting them into my house and into my brother's room when my brother was out to meet his gf. They got a cake and presents la. Normal birthday stuffs. Then one of my brother's fren came and told me he saw my 'frens' outside, breaking fast together. I texted one of my frens and asked him who he was with, who had broke their fast with him. Surprisingly, that 'fren' of mine, who said he was out with his family, was with them.

The question that is in my mind rite now is... Why'd he have to lie to me?? Expected him to turn up at my house to help me with my computer problem. And he said he was with his family. If that group of my 'frens' that were with him are considered 'family', so I'm not family la... Wad bout the others? Y didn't they call to ask me to tag along?? When I asked one of them (the one I texted to ask who he was with), he said he was just tagging along. So I couldn't tag along la?? Cannot ask me to go break-fast together la??

I'm not trying to make some big sh*t out of all this. I just wanna noe why. Did I do something f***ing wrong? Now I'm just thinking who my real frens are.

Well... Now I know how it feels to be betrayed. But I don't f***ing care rite now.

2008-09-07T17:05:00.000-07:00

It's been a while since I last blogged. Been kinda busy lately with exams and all. It's already the fasting month now so cannot go out and play soccer. Later tired how?

I've been sitting at home for the past few days, playing the guitar, using the com or playing my PS3. Then I would go out to solat terawih with my frens after I break my fast. After that, lepak-lepak for a while before I go home. That's all what I've been doing for the past few days la...

Kinda miss going to school la... But going to school during the fasting month, not fun la... Those who have to go to school tomorrow, naseb la... Haha...

Wah... Damn nervous bout the results la... I mean the results for my exam... Dun want to retake the exam la... Waste time... But the results are coming out next week la... I think...

Gtg now... I'll write more some other time... =D

2008-08-17T23:00:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a tiring day. Today was much worse. Worked as helpers for my brother's fren's brother's wedding. Haha. Me, my brother and 3 of his frens were the ones to clean the dishes after the guests finish eating.

On Saturday, we helped clean the plates, cups and all first. That was about 11 in the morning. At about 1, the guests started to arrive. But not a lot of people la. Little-little only. That's why Saturday like not a lot of work. We slacked most of the time, talking and joking near the sink. We cleaned the dishes from time to time. At about midnight or so, me, my brother and his frens, Hakim and Hazwan, went to Sri Sun to go drink and chat. Syafiq and Arif went to Syafiq's house. So we got to Sri Sun, ordered our drinks, talked for a while then we went back to Blk 899, the place where the wedding is held. I was the first one to sleep as I was very tired and it was about 2+ already.

I woke up at about 6.45 because of one aunty. Early in the morning, talk so loud already. I was like, what the hell. I went back to sleep and woke up again at 8. Went to Syafiq's house to shower and we reached Blk 899 at about 10. Had our lunch at 12. That was our only break for the day. After 1, we worked non-stop. The dishes keep coming even before we were finished with the last batch. My back was killing me because of all the bending I had to do to wash the dishes. Worked and worked until about 7+. By then, most of the dishes were done. Cleaned some of the tools that were used for cooking for a lil bit before we stopped. After that, we talked for a while, waiting for our pay. We were promised $120 but we only got $80. Ok la. At least we still got our pay.

Feeling very tired now. My back and legs are killing me from all the standing and bending. Gotta go sleep now. Hope that everything's gonna be alright by tomorrow.

2008-08-13T23:33:00.000-07:00

Had school as per normal today. Finished class at 12. Rasyidi and I went to ITAS for lunch. Eat until about 1 then we went to the SPORTS COMPLEX to play squash. Played for a while before Irsyad joined us. Soon after, Zamir and Amirah joined. Played until 3+ then went to play tennis. The weather outside was HOT at first but we just decided to go ahead and play. Edmund and Derek joined us. Bla bla bla bla bla. Ka Ming and Winston joined after some time. We played until 5+ going to 6 then we decided to stop.

Irsyad went home first. Me and Rasyidi went to the changing room to wash up. Then I got a message from Haziqah. She asked me to accompany her to TM because she wanted to buy a notebook. After we got out of school, we meet her at a bus stop, somewhere near our school. Took 291 to the interchange and went to TM. Tried to find her notebook but no luck. No luck at Century Square too.

Decided to go home after that because we couldn't find the notebook that she wanted. Haziqah took 27, Rasyidi took 67 and I took 21. Got home, took my shower, watched the Olympics and here I am now. Feeling rather tired now. I guess I'm gonna go sleep already. Will update again some other time.

Till then... =)

2008-08-11T21:25:00.000-07:00

Nowadays, everybody seems to be busy. It's useless even if I sacrifice my time to hang out or do something with them. From now on, I'm gonna think about myself first. If they don't care much bout me, why shud i care bout them right? It's not like I can't make new friends.

Rasyidi's the one who's always with me cause both of us are in the same course, same class. Nowadays, we've been going home straight because everybody's busy. We've not been jamming for quite sometime already. Syafiq's been wanting to go jam too. I guess we all need to find new people to go jam with.

Exams are around the corner. Next week is already study week. I'm gonna go all out. Mayb me and Rasyidi are gonna find some people to study with. Maybe I'll ask Haziqah aka HAZIQQIE. Dunnoe la eh. I hope that I'll be able to pass my exams this semester. I dun wanna repeat any subjects. After the exams, I'm so gonna enjoy the holidays even tho' it's the fasting month.

Mayb I'm gonna work this weekend with my bro and his frens. Not pretty sure if I can get the job. Can earn extra money. It's not like I have anything important on. It's better for me to go earn some extra money rather than sit at home, waiting for someone to come up with a plan. If all of you can work, so can I. If all of you dun give a f***, why shud I?

2008-08-08T23:34:00.000-07:00

Wahhh... Very tired leh... Just now go play soccer. But soccer wasn't the thing that made me tired. It was my younger brother's bike. I decided to ride the bike to the street soccer so I can save money on transport. Now I know that it's the wrong choice. Pain in the ass. The seat was loose and I had to spend most of the time standing up.

I played only one match. Aiya... My touches... Dunnoe what to say la. Haiiizzz... School today was ok. Had MATHS and DFUND tutorials and MATHS lecture. Then after that go mosque for Friday prayers. After Friday prayers, go sit at the taxi stand outside TM. The others were talking bout plans for tomorrow and today so I decided to sit.

Now, I still dunnoe what tomorrow's plan is. I really dun wanna waste my money going out when I dunnoe where they are planning to go. So I'm still reconsidering if I wanna go out on the outing or not. Maybe I'm going to play soccer with my bro and his frens tomorrow. Not pretty sure tho'.

Eh, tired seh. Chatting with Haziqah aka HAZIQQIE now. See what she wrote... Hahahaha...

[c=#FB3772][b]-HAZIQQIE -[/b][/c] says:
bt salihin still da best ok!

Yes. Thank you. Haha... Ok. I've run out of things to write for today. Hope my day tomorrow is alright... And before I forget.

Happy 43rd Birthday SINGAPORE!!! WOOOHOOOO!!! =)

2008-08-05T21:30:00.000-07:00

Ok. Before I start to write anything bout my day, I'm gonna write 10 random facts bout myself.

1. Enjoys playing sports.

2. Very hard to lose weight.

3. Easy to gain weight.

4. Music-addict. Gotta have music man...

5. I like to be by myself sometimes.

6. Hates to do presentations.

7. 2nd of 4 children.

8. Needs to go online everyday.

9. Video games are essential.

10. I HATE to waste TIME.

Since that is done...

Wahhh... I did my WRTORAL presentation today. Got a C+. So sad but nevermind la. After WRTORAL, got CKT and DFUND lecture. DFUND was first and we learned how to add, subtract, multiply and divide the numbers. The 1's compliment and the 2's compliment. I don't even noe if what I'm saying is right. Hahaha. CKT lecture very fast finish. Only took bout 30 mins. Learn about the transformer. Blablabla. The EFFCOM test just now... Aiyaaa... I think I'm gonna fail. She read the passage so fast. You think I can catch things very fast ah?? Bullet train... Went home straight after school because nobody had plans.

I dunnoe why but I seem to feel tired these few days. Like right now. Like want to sleep but got a lot of things to do. How to sleep?? Must study for MATHS quiz summore. Aiyaaa... Leceh la...

Pictures that were taken today:

2008-08-03T23:40:00.000-07:00

Eh, I just realised that I haven't 'visit' my blog for 2 days already. I guess I must have been busy.

Had a match yesterday. Won 4-2. But I didn't score. I was like a dummy but who cares. Faidzal almost got into a fight with this guy from the other team. But in the end, everything ok la. After the match, went to Restu restaurant to eat. I ordered Hor fun. Wah... getting tired of eating hor fun already la.

The others planned to lepak after eating and they decided to go to Pasir Ris Park. Faisal, Izza, Izham, Rifaie, Edmund and Irsyad went home. So those that were left were me, Rasyidi, Faidzal, Kelvin, Syafiq, Fazel and Fauzul. Took 17 to Downtown East there then waited for Arif and Azfar near Escape's entrance.

Lepak around Pasir Ris Park, listen to Fauzul's lame jokes. Hahaha. Around 11 like that, me, Rasyidi, Kelvin and Faidzal went off. Walk around E!Hub for a while then took 12 home. That's about it for yesterday.

Nothing much to say bout today. Watch tv, do WRTORAL, play PS3. That's all. Still doing powerpoint slides for WRTORAL now. I hope I get a good grade. =)

Pictures that were taken yesterday:

2008-07-31T23:36:00.000-07:00

Aiyaa... Trying to look for someone and i thought friendster would do the trick. Went through friendster but no luck. WHERE ARE YOU??!!!

Very boring la today... Got 4 hours of school but only attended 3 hours of it. Skipped DFUND lecture. Rasyidi came to my house to study for the DFUND quiz tomorrow but we ended up sleeping until 6+. I told you I was tired.

Hope I can pass the quiz tomorrow. I don't ask for much. A passing grade would do.

Gotta go and sleep now. Tired from searching for that one person. I hope I can get to see her again. Hopefully I'll have the guts to approach her.

2008-07-30T23:51:00.000-07:00

Wahhh... Getting lazier and lazier to go to school la eh...

Just now got CKT test... Luckily can do... Study like there's no tomorrow yesterday night... Pray hard that I can pass la... Nothing much to say bout the lessons I have today. Test, lecture, tutorial. Finish.

Go play badminton, table tennis and squash after school. Marathon or what... Haha... Go play badminton with my classmates from 1 to 2. Can tahan la eh they play... Then go play table tennis until 3. Improving you know... Wanna challenge or what?? =P

Squash. GEREK or what seh... Play anyhow oso still fun. Actually wanted to book the tennis court in the first place but then the weather HOT LIKE HELL so go play table tennis lor... Still tennis rite???

After our so called 'Marathon', go ITAS because some people wanna go eat. Sit there, use Irsyad's laptop go see pictures, talk-talk until 6+... Then go walk home... Save money without taking the bus...

Looking forward to Saturday ah... Soccer match... I've been playing soccer like g** d*** s*** for how many weeks already...

Aiya... Feeling very tired now... Wanna go sleep... Don't want to go to school tomorrow... =(

2008-07-28T23:18:00.000-07:00

Had an EPT test today. Both written and lab. I think I'm gonna fail. The thing is, I don't know what to study for the test so I came unprepared. And the lab test... What a killer. The LED didn't light up. I was like what the f***. Worked on the thing for about an hour and a half for nothing.

After school, went home 'cause nobody had plans today. Used the computer for a bit and chatted with Amirah a.k.a. Mimi. It was my first time chatting with her. She's a coursemate of mine. Seen her a couple of times in school. After that, my mom asked me to accompany her to go buy herself a new phone. My whole family, except my elder brother, went to Toa Payoh to get it. She got herself a Nokia 6500. Walked around Courts for a while before going home.

Now I'm just listening to music while writing this post. Need to study for the upcoming quizzes but I think I'll study tomorrow. That's all for now. Will write again tomorrow.

Till then...

2008-07-26T23:39:00.000-07:00

Had a street soccer competition at school today. We lost the 1st match and were eliminated. Who cares. I don't. But I pity my friends la. Look so sad after we lost. After that, we sat near the hockey court and somebody asked me and Rasyidi to join them play soccer. So we played until about 3.30pm. Then we headed for the showers.

After that, we planned to go to Esplanade there to watch the fireworks. But then, nobody was free so we just went to my place. Lepak-lepak watch TV until 10 like that then Rasyidi went home.

Now I'm using the computer, listening to music. Got nothing to do. Feeling bored. I guess I'm just gonna go sleep now. ZzZzZzZz...

2008-07-25T23:27:00.000-07:00

Hey guys...

Watched the movie "Prom Night" with Faidzal and Rasyidi after our Friday prayers. The movie's kinda lame I guess. Not logical la the storyline. Waste Faidzal's money only. Hahaha... Btw, thx for the treat Faidzal...

After that, we just sat around at the open space on TM's 4th level. The place is called Open Plaza issit?? I dunnoe la but I know where the place is. Sat around there and waited for the others to come. They were watching Hellboy while we watched the lame movie. After we met, they decided to go eat. Rasyidi wasn't feeling well so I and him went home.

Amalya came to my house as she wanted me to help her with her art. Painted and painted until about 9.30 then we stopped. Aaaaaaaarrrrrgggghhh!!! I have soccer tomorrow. Feeling kinda lazy tho'. Hope all goes well.

Pics that were taken today:

2008-07-24T21:51:00.000-07:00

Nothing much to say bout today. I had a bad stomach ache. Rasyidi and Faisal had it too. I guess it was from the food we ate yesterday.

I've been having this thought for days now. When a girl says, "You deserve someone better than me.", does she really mean it??? Or is she trying to say that SHE deserves someone better than you??? You know, I would really like it when someone is honest with me. It doesn't matter if it hurts me. At least I know it's the truth right?

I really find that there's a need for me to find new friends. One by one, they're fading away. There's nothing I can do if they wanna go right??

Well, I hope something extraordinary happens tomorrow. Till then...

"My life's getting boring and boring by the day"

2008-07-23T23:12:00.000-07:00

Hey hey... Yesterday night, I just realised that my eraser was gone. When I needed to use it, it was gone! Damn.

My day today was alright. Had school as per usual. Was supposed to end at 1 but class ended earlier. Decided not to go for Maths LSP. Instead, me and the others decided to book the tennis court as we had planned yesterday.

Booked from 2 pm to 5 pm. Tennis is a really difficult sport to play. Believe me. I thought it was easy to play. Once I was in the court, it's a whole different story. I dun understand how those professionals do it you know... At least I experienced something new today right???

Went to ITAS after that to eat. After eating, went to the street soccer court. Played soccer until about 8+ and then had to climb over the fence to get out of the school as the nearest gate was locked. Lazy la want to walk all the way to the main gate.

Went to Tampines Mall to go buy my eraser. Haha. The others were a little bit pissed coz TM is not exactly a few blocks away. After getting the eraser, went to go top up my Ezlink. Had to rush home coz I was hoping to catch 'Jeritan Sepi'. Luckily get to watch. Quite a touching story la. Summore the actress oso not bad. Haha.

Well, I guess that's about it. Have to go take my shower now and off to bed for me... See ya...

2008-07-22T20:41:00.000-07:00

Not much happened today. Had about 4+ hours of school.

DFUND and CKT lectures are starting to kill me. Don't understand much. Gotta study man. There are quizzes next week. Haizzz... Now I realise school's getting tough.

Reached home at about 4.45 pm. Did nothing really. How boring can my life get?

Everybody's busy these days. Dunnoe what they're busy with. Hope all this ends soon.

Looking forward to tomorrow. At least I'll be meeting my friends to play tennis. I think.

I wanna go JAM. Anybody wanna join?? =)

"Hope to watch the sunset with you"

2008-07-21T23:17:00.000-07:00

HELLO!!!

Just created a blog out of boredom. I had nothing better to do on the net, why not start a blog right?

Took hours for me to find a blogskin and 'customize' my blog. Hopefully it works alright.

Doing my WRTORAL now. Wasting my precious time. I don't understand why we need to do this but... yea, we must.

Had EPT in the afternoon. Needed to complete the construction of the Power Supply. Took me almost 3 hours. Luckily the thing worked.

Tomorrow's another day. Hopefully it's better than today. =)