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Friday, September 12, 2008
11:11 PM

Woke up late today. Missed my Friday prayers.

Yesterday, my com got infected by a virus. Crazy sh*t. I tried to use the system restore but cannot. Then I just reboot my com. Luckily all my stuff not gone. If not.... sure die! But some of the things in my com cannot work la. So I started deleting some of them. Reinstalled Windows Live Messenger.

All my Microsoft things cannot use. Microsoft Word, Powerpoint all. So I delete la. Then I asked one of my 'frens' for the Microsoft Office thing. So he said he would pass me the thing today through his thumbdrive. Because I missed my Friday prayers, I didn't get to meet any of my 'frens'. So I waited for my 'fren' to come to my house so I can install the Microsoft thing. I texted him and he said he would mayb come by at night. Yea.

I didn't do much today though. Just played my PSP. Ate some noodles for buka. I wanted to terawih outside today so I asked one of my 'frens' along. Texted him, and he said he was outside with his family. So I decided to just terawih at home.

Did I mention that today was my brother's birthday. Well, it is. His frens had planned to surprise him. So I helped them a lil by letting them into my house and into my brother's room when my brother was out to meet his gf. They got a cake and presents la. Normal birthday stuffs. Then one of my brother's fren came and told me he saw my 'frens' outside, breaking fast together. I texted one of my frens and asked him who he was with, who had broke their fast with him. Surprisingly, that 'fren' of mine, who said he was out with his family, was with them.

The question that is in my mind rite now is... Why'd he have to lie to me?? Expected him to turn up at my house to help me with my computer problem. And he said he was with his family. If that group of my 'frens' that were with him are considered 'family', so I'm not family la... Wad bout the others? Y didn't they call to ask me to tag along?? When I asked one of them (the one I texted to ask who he was with), he said he was just tagging along. So I couldn't tag along la?? Cannot ask me to go break-fast together la??

I'm not trying to make some big sh*t out of all this. I just wanna noe why. Did I do something f***ing wrong? Now I'm just thinking who my real frens are.


Well... Now I know how it feels to be betrayed. But I don't f***ing care rite now.


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