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I'm gonna think this over and try to let it go.
See what happens in the next couple of days.
Will I be able to just let it go?
We'll see.
And thanks to Amirah, Fauzul and Astuty. =)
Friday, September 12, 2008
Woke up late today. Missed my Friday prayers.
Yesterday, my com got infected by a virus. Crazy sh*t. I tried to use the system restore but cannot. Then I just reboot my com. Luckily all my stuff not gone. If not.... sure die! But some of the things in my com cannot work la. So I started deleting some of them. Reinstalled Windows Live Messenger.
All my Microsoft things cannot use. Microsoft Word, Powerpoint all. So I delete la. Then I asked one of my 'frens' for the Microsoft Office thing. So he said he would pass me the thing today through his thumbdrive. Because I missed my Friday prayers, I didn't get to meet any of my 'frens'. So I waited for my 'fren' to come to my house so I can install the Microsoft thing. I texted him and he said he would mayb come by at night. Yea.
I didn't do much today though. Just played my PSP. Ate some noodles for buka. I wanted to terawih outside today so I asked one of my 'frens' along. Texted him, and he said he was outside with his family. So I decided to just terawih at home.
Did I mention that today was my brother's birthday. Well, it is. His frens had planned to surprise him. So I helped them a lil by letting them into my house and into my brother's room when my brother was out to meet his gf. They got a cake and presents la. Normal birthday stuffs. Then one of my brother's fren came and told me he saw my 'frens' outside, breaking fast together. I texted one of my frens and asked him who he was with, who had broke their fast with him. Surprisingly, that 'fren' of mine, who said he was out with his family, was with them.
The question that is in my mind rite now is... Why'd he have to lie to me?? Expected him to turn up at my house to help me with my computer problem. And he said he was with his family. If that group of my 'frens' that were with him are considered 'family', so I'm not family la... Wad bout the others? Y didn't they call to ask me to tag along?? When I asked one of them (the one I texted to ask who he was with), he said he was just tagging along. So I couldn't tag along la?? Cannot ask me to go break-fast together la??
I'm not trying to make some big sh*t out of all this. I just wanna noe why. Did I do something f***ing wrong? Now I'm just thinking who my real frens are.
Well... Now I know how it feels to be betrayed. But I don't f***ing care rite now.
Sunday, September 7, 2008
It's been a while since I last blogged. Been kinda busy lately with exams and all. It's already the fasting month now so cannot go out and play soccer. Later tired how?
I've been sitting at home for the past few days, playing the guitar, using the com or playing my PS3. Then I would go out to solat terawih with my frens after I break my fast. After that, lepak-lepak for a while before I go home. That's all what I've been doing for the past few days la...
Kinda miss going to school la... But going to school during the fasting month, not fun la... Those who have to go to school tomorrow, naseb la... Haha...
Wah... Damn nervous bout the results la... I mean the results for my exam... Dun want to retake the exam la... Waste time... But the results are coming out next week la... I think...
Gtg now... I'll write more some other time... =D